Dinnering with LOSErs – 1

Where was the venue?~~ SUKI SUSHI!! Hoho~ I like that place. Maybe it’s because the sushis were cheap, maybe because the chawanmushi there is especially nice. Though Si Hui said chawanmushi taste the same everywhere, I guess it’s true haha. That means I just like chawanmushi then. I’m just very attracted to suki sushi I don’t know why either, maybe I’m just tired of sakae, and besides they don’t have dinner buffet and since I only like ala carte, so it’s better that I go suki, the price is so much more cheaper.

Hm, Lynnette wasn’t able to make it. Sad. Working at her attachment company I guess haha. As usual, Oi Shan was able to make it for every outing HAHA! Okay, being a mean ass over here (but it’s true). Just sitting around, updating on each other’s lives, talking about some lame cold jokes I have read about during my FYP, and telling that how stressed I am that my pimples are coming out (the fact is that because my period is coming haha~). Halfway through, job place called me. Expected, wanted me to go back shop to work tomorrow, but since I had things going on, turned down my colleague, well, if I was really free tomorrow I wouldn’t mind going back, but I’m not free.

Took some lame pictures inside the store too. Using my lousy 3.5 Megapixel handphone. Oh, did I told you guys that a camera that my family bought just a few years back was surprisingly the same Megapixel as my handphone? Surprising. Wait, then again maybe it’s because it’s quite a few years back and I thought that it’s just a mere few years, confused? I am, cuz I don’t know what I’m talking about either. Okay, just trying to say that my camera, being dunno how many times bigger than my phone had the same Megapixel as my pathetic lousy phone. But I guess the quality taken from camera is still different than taking with camera.

This is the first picture I took, apparently Oi Shan keep having different facial expressions when she take photos, and just nice when I pressed the button to snap, her facial expression became the most weirdest thing I’ve ever seen and SNAP! There it is. Can’t help it, it’s really her face that’s too beautiful.

Since the first picture was a total failure, and she herself had the same thoughts as you and I do, so I helped her took the second picture. But what can I say, it’s really her face’s problem, it still turned out… Like this. HAHA!

Oi Shan, I even minimized the picture so that it’ll look better. My artist says that everything looks good when it’s smaller, and I agree with it. But it still came out like this, maybe you can go Korea and so something to your face HAHA! Kidding. I still loves you. <3

And finally, for Oi Shan to take pictures of me and Si Hui!!! See, we are so much more angelic, there’s event this holy light between our heads hehe. Can you see the halo above our heads? WAKAKA~ When we were taking this photo, Si Hui was like “Cheese!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~”. Yeah, very long, because our Miss Wong took a long time to press the button HAHA! So she “cheese!~”-ed for a long time.

Being the kind and nice angel that I am, I figured that I should take a nicer picture of Oi Shan, so that she won’t complain about the previous 2 photos. Going to upload it to facebook and tag her big face on it.

SNAP!

And it still came out like an alien. Haiz, what to do. Oi Shan, it’s okay, I still loves you. Oh, that’s Si Hui’s fingers by the way.

This is the thingy that Si Hui likes, I wanted to take picture of chawanmushi also (though there isn’t any point in doing so. Since it’s not a really rare thingy), but when I finally thought of it, hald the chawanmushi is resting in my stomach already, and taking picture of the other half just doesn’t seems nice.

Still don’t understand why most of my friends like to eat this eh. It felt like it’s killing a lot of lives at the same time haha. Anyways, then I realised that got 3 kinds of this kind of thingy. This one is the smallest one, from what Si Hui said, this one when you bite it, and when the juices flies out, it won’t have a weird taste. There’s this middle sized one, if bitten, juice flies out, and will have weird taste, so I guess it goes the same for the big balls one (Si Hui came up with the term, I’m holy).

Randomly took this picture. Hmm, Oi Shan, you can actually use this as your facebook profile picture haha~ It seems just nice for profile display picture haha.

This one is taken by Si Hui, I wanted to take a picture of her wasting food, see the sushi in front her. She didn’t finish it. What a big sinner. Hm, she was moving around when taking the picture so it became this way. Tsk.

Yay~~ Finally a solo picture of myself woo hoo~ Si Hui snapped this for me, so nice got bamboos at the back somemore, totally can use this as wallpaper HAHA! Kidding.

I think taking picture from Si Hui’s view seems nicer. Even a devil from hell can look like an angel with the lights surrounding her head. Hm, but the smile on her face still looks devilish though, seems to me like a devil trying to act angelic HAHA! Okay, I’m an ass. But I still wanna say, she looks like she’s plotting something HAHA!

Dunno what this random picture was taken from. Anyways, Oi Shan, do you feel honoured, most of the pictures featured you you know HAHA! Hm, this picture looks so super high resolution ahaha.

Anyways, claimed my birthday present from our beloved Si Hui after like 3 months from my birthday, just nice 6th November, 3 months.

A MR BUMP CUSHION!!! Been eyeing it for a long time everytime I walked past Young Generation store in AMK Hub, just nice I can’t find anything else to buy anyways ahaha, so I bought this to put in my room / living room. Thanks Si Hui~~

Yeah, that’s all haha, been a fun day out with them xD.

Last Saturday

Extremely tired these few days, the few days include the time from last week till now. Especially last wednesday onwards, I also don’t really understand how come I’m so tired, so I file it under my pms. But until now, nothing happened so I don’t really understand why, but that’s the only reason though. Eh, anyways, luckily wasn’t working on last saturday, I think I will really become a panda. Had the time to sleep until I naturally wake up hoho. I slept until 12 30pm, and that was because the optical shop called me to go collect my spectacles.

Yip, people! Listen up *clap clap*. My spectacles are spoilt, the mouldy blue color one that I have wore since secondary 4 I think. Changed to one which is half plastic and half metallic. I like it a lot personally but doesn’t seems like my friends all like it though, especially a few are not used to seeing me with this color. Oh, it’s pinkish-purple.

My optical shop is in Toa Payoh. I really think I’m pro. Cuz I woke up, then I went to Yishun first to thread my eyebrow, it’s been growing like bushes and it’s really messy. I went there by bus 853 which I can just take downstairs. Straight bus all the way to Yishun. And then I took MRT train from Yishun down to Toa Payoh, took my glasses. From there I took bus 159 back to my house. 159 drops directly at the same side of my flat. I don’t even need to cross the road. I seriously think I’m smart HAHA! Anyways, the purpose of this post is to boast to you guys on how pro I think I am to think of a flawless plan to go threading and take my glasses. HAHAH!

So when I reached school yesterday morning, wearing my new glasses. I expected people to take notice of my glasses. But.. But.. But… MY FRIENDS ACTUALLY NOTICED MY EYEBROWS??? It’s really )*&)$@. Eh… The eyebrow only took up like 1/10 of my face. No wait, I think 1/20 of my face, the glasses, took up like 3/10 of my face and yet people didn’t realise it!!! *cries and run away*

*Walk back slowly* I can’t believe that they didn’t notice my beloved glasses!!! And it’s a flashy color too boo hoo~ Luckily Weni took notice of it though. Hiks. Oh yeah, I went to beloved Kai Lan’s house after my trip to Toa Payoh on saturday, she also saw my glasses haha. But she and Weni said the same thing, they were surprised to find that I will choose this kind of spectacles. I wonder why? It sounds more reasonable that I wear black colored thick lens spectacles? HAHA!

Ayz, anyways, went around asking people if I look studious or not in my new specs. Personally I think it looked studious. But I guess nobody agrees with me sobs. My brother said studious people don’t buy red color frames. Sobs. Weni said I look like artist. Zz. Yan Ting said I looked nerdy. YES! Finally somebody said something better. I know you guys are going to say that nerdy doesn’t equates to studious. I know I know. I just want to look like I’m very associated with studying HAHAHA! So maybe it gives more freedom to slack? Hehe.

Okay, as I’m speaking this. I wanted to mention that I realised my table is like SUPER MESSY. It’s flooded with items. Okay, I should take a picture of the things and show you guys.

Yeah, my workdesk is DUPER crammed. No matter where I go, I leaves a trail of things around me I realised. I used to use my com outside in the living room. During that time, there are ALOT of things on the living room table. And now when I moved in here. The things also followed me haiz.

And when I see my things, I remembered that I had bought this 2 boxes from Mini Toons during the 30% sales. And to my horror, I realised that I forgot my things in school. The best thing is that I will be going out everyday except for today only, and I have to lug that thing behind me wherever I go sobs. Hiks.

超级白！！！！！！！！

People are really Interesting aren’t they?

I know that sometimes you don’t really understand how come a person is like this, and it may not only occur to this few people. You get to know more and more people and it’s like you start to have this kind of thoughts more often. If you think like this of few people, it might be normal since not all people can co-exist with people anyways. But when it happens that it seems like you tends to think this way of more people, maybe it’s you that has got problems, instead of the people you thought were strange.

I think I’m really at this stage now. When it really happens that you don’t understand how can anyone be such a pain in the ass, you can just regard that person as “a pain in the ass” category. You see another person who behaves in another kind of pain in the ass method, then you just catagorize he/she under that category. But as the list grows longer and longer, more and more people were added to that category, maybe it’s because I’m asking too much.

People are really interesting. Even when being a pain in the ass, there can be so many methods. Some can really stab you in the back and then when you confront them, they can tell you they meant it for you to know. Some people, without knowing what kind of work you have done, can downgrade the things you do, can minus off the efforts you put in, and just act like as if you were really just wasting your time to produce something that not even dogs wanna take a look at. Some people can really don’t see that you’re being really pissed off and they can really push you over the limit, then asked you why you’re pissed. Some people can really slack all the time and then in the end, it really seemed like they’re doing a lot of work. You know what. I really cannot be called a slacker now. I’ve never seen people so skilled before. Slacking all the time and in the end, can really seems like they’re doing a lot of work by presenting to the person-in-charge what plans they are having (That was really decided like 10 minutes ago).

If that is the case of being normal person. Sorry, I really cannot be a normal person then. I starts to think that I’m weird too. Am I pissed off? Nah, I’m not pissed off. I’m just being angry. Kidding. To be truthful, I don’t even know what is the word to describe how I’m feeling now.

Yeah, I think I need anger management. I need to manage my anger such that when people pisses me off, I can immediately calm down and act like nothing happened. I need A LOT of anger management.

Now that when I think back, it really seems like I’m always being pissed off at people for different things. I guess it just means that I really cannot see a person everyday. The more we see each other, it’s like the more problems will be surfaced. I can’t handle it at all. It’s either really something wrong with me, my brain, my adaptive skills, my anger management, my personality, or it really has got to do with the people nowadays.

I don’t really understand why people can say life is full of ups and downs. Maybe for me is different, it’s like straight lines and downs for me. More straight lines and more downs. So when you get used to the downs, it will become straight, suddenly something happens and it gets more down again.

Listen to me. I’m not pissed off. I’m fcuking fucking angry. That’s all. Cuz I don’t want to be too violent here, so I’m spelling the word a nicer way. Cuz somebody say that spelling fcuking and fucking makes no difference so I might as well spell the thing then HAHA!

A fetish for..

After being such a “pure” angel for a long time, I guess some of you might be thinking of perverted stuffs now when you read the word “fetish”, well if you’re not, I guess that just means you’re normal, for those who think you are, I guess you belong to the same category as me then. I looked up on the definition of fetish, and guess what? I think the results that came out is really a desire for something pervertic, but there is also other definition which is a devotion to something. So I guess it’s not restricted to be used on pervertic stuffs.

Maybe some of you know, maybe some of you not. But I actually have a fetish for stationaries, hm, doesn’t seems like the word is correct here. But I don’t care haha. The desire to buy the stationaries are so strong, I can spend up to 20 dollars a week just to buy one big notebook and now I guess I have a few of that under my desk which I haven’t used yet. Hm, I can restrict myself to not buy. I guess I will dream of it at night, and keep thinking about it when I’m awake and regretting why didn’t I buy then.

I like to go “Popular”, I don’t know why. Going there just to walk one round can make me feel happier. I know. It’s like it’s becoming a illness for me haha. Especially the pens corner, goodness, I really feel like buying the pens even when I have a whole pencil case of them with almost-full bar of ink. But I still wanna to buy it. So what did I do? I really bought it haha! Glad that I did apply for the popular card in the end.

“ArtBox” is the second place that I loves to go. No wait, maybe it’s on the same ranking as “Popular” book store. I can don’t go to “Popular” for like one week, but not “ArtBox”, but then again it might be because that “ArtBox” is in AMK Hub and “Popular” bookstore is like 1km away from the hub, which makes me lazy to stroll there. Due to the fact that my upper half of my body and my lower half of body is a ratio of 5:5, which makes me take a even longer time to stroll there.

I like notebooks, I like pens, I like pencil case, pouches. Don’t know why but I got a lot of these things haha. Just bought a pencil case yesterday too from Converse, 19.90, I think it’s kinda nice. Though it sounds stupid and I know it is, I didn’t particularly like the pencil case a lot, but it’s just that of all the pencil cases that I’ve seen, this one that I have bought seems to be the nicest among all. Okay, I don’t love it, but I kinda like it. And not knowing where I should go to get a decent pencil case, I got it in the end.

Okay okay, I gotta admit. I like to spend money. A lot. If I can’t spend money the way I like to, I think I will feel damn damn damn stressed up. No motivation to go work I guess. I cannot just go out and don’t spend money. No. I can spend lesser on food, but I cannot spend lesser on lame stuffs. Well, I’m just trying to fulfil my responsibilities as a Leo, since so many reports said that Leo is the number 1 money-spender. I felt that I couldn’t disappoint those people who wrote that.. Haha, like as if. I just like to spend money. But thanks to people like me, the economy can grow HAHA!

This is bad you know, it seems like nowadays I find it harder and harder to find something to blog about. My life is damn boring. I wake up 8am, bath, shit, then go to school. Do work and slack until 6pm. (Actually more on slacking). In between of school get pissed off by my beloved team mate with the surname of Woo. (I’m not saying Lynnette, they just happened to have the same surname, but one is close to an angel, and one is really climb up to Earth from hell.) And then after 6 will go to AMK Hub with Xia to have dinner, walk around, piss her off until around 8-9pm and then go home. Reaches home, bath and use com, I also don’t know what I’m doing when I’m using com. It’s really doing nothing in particular. Go to bed around 12, use iTouch for 1 hour plus and sleep and another similar day. Weekends, work.

Ayz, I’m leading such a sad life HAHA! Oi Shan, when will you come to get bullied by me? I’m feeling so bored.

Oh yeah, know what. Bloody singnet blocked the sites I go for those uh hum stuffs. And now I have to depend on my mobile broadband to go those sites instead. The speed of the mobile broadband is so slow I can cry. Haiz. Saddening.

I like to..

Talk good about people, say how nice the weather is, how cute are the birds that are flying above, how I love the crowd of people around me, they’re awesome!
Bitch about people, hoping that words get around and they will get it. Say how sucky the weather is it’s making me raining buckets of sweats. Thinking and saying how DISGUSTING the birds are I really feel like taking a rifle and finish them myself. Really hoping that I have a bomb with me so I can bomb the people around me.

Talk about how awesome the world is.
I wish for world peace.
Think when is the world coming to an end and hoping that it will be a quick one so I won’t feel it.

Do work all the time, making notes on what lecturers say during lessons or lectures.
Being a model student.
Slacking for my whole life and die. Sleep during lectures.
(I am a model student)

Sleep early and wake up early. You know, people used to say that “The early bird get the worms”, I TOTALLY believe in that!!! *Nods head*
Stay awake through the night playing and slacking.
Wake up when the sun is going down. I TOTALLY don’t care about what early birds thingy since my aspiration is to kill the birds off myself.

Answer my phone cheerfully, hoping that my angelic voice can make someone’s day better.
Ask the person who called my phone why he / she is still alive. If it’s about something important, I hope they never call back. If it’s not anything important, then don’t call me in the first place.

Be a mature person. Why would I want to be a spoilt brat? I’m 19 already! And I’m even working part time, doesn’t that shows that I’m growing up?
Be a spoilt brat. Why would I wanna be a mature person? I’m ONLY 19. And I’m even working part time, which means all the more I should be a spoilt brat.

Teach people the nice way. If they don’t understand, I will just smile and teach them again.
Show people how reluctant I am in teaching them because I’m lazy to. If they don’t understand, I will just show them another attitude face and teach them again, with even more sarcasm this time.

Wish for world peace. Wish for happiness of people around me. Wish for myself to be smarter during my birthday party.
Wish that the world is ending soon. Wish that bimbos can die earlier. Wish that people around me can be stupider so that I will feel smarter during my birthday party.

Be a generous person. What goes around comes around!!
Be a selfish shit. Good things never come back round.

To save money!!! By scrimping and saving, I can be rich!!
Spend money like there’s no tomorrow. Aspiring to be a spoilt splurging leo.

Spend time trying to talk sense into people. Come on! If you just spend time trying to knock some sense into them, surely something will come out?
Use sarcasm on people, if they don’t get it, then drink more vinegar.
Point middle finger if I’m lazy to say. Humans are a kind of creatures whereby if they’re like this, they’ll never change.

Look at the good points of life. Thinking how beautiful the trees are, how nice the water are. How cute monkeys are.
Concentrate on the bad parts of life. The trees are dying. The water in Singapore is damn polluted. One more time, monkeys are NOT cute.

Have no expectations of people. We shouldn’t give people something and hope that they will return us something, we should have a generous heart!
Set expectations for everybody. If I’m a generous person, I wouldn’t be the ass I am now. If I don’t expect things in return, don’t call me “Eugenia”, just call me “Angel”, and obviously I’m still “Eugenia”.

Make all kinds of friends. Why do you need to make friends based on their good traits? You can just concentrate on their good points!
Make friends that can tolerate me instead of the other way round. Why make friends that you can’t stand? I’m not born to be an angel! Like this, I can concentrate on being the spoilt brat I am.

Aspire to be an angel!!
Aspire to be a shit ass.

That’s just how I am. Take it or leave it.