MirlZ’s Blog

Yay~~ I’m left with 2 more assignments to go wahahaha. Zzz. Though it sounds pretty little but lol… both assignments are still at the starting stage nia =.=, so I’m still left with so much to do lol. ><! I hate the time when all the assignments are coming because I don’t wanna to be a person who gives out those things that I have spent so much time doing. Even if my friend is a person who wanna to be a kind person, but I am not that kind of person.

Last time I thought Andrea was very selfish, because when we asked him how to do something he gave us a lame answer and I think most of you already know. And some several other events, and till now I still dislike him because of all those arrogant words he spoke. But then again, he do teaches his friends how to do codings and won’t mind sharing with them.

Because I realised I’m the same kind of person like he is. Just that he’s more on the extreme side lol. I don’t mind giving references and hinting to people I’m not as close to, but I think he treat everyone almost the same? Or maybe is because I saw all the bad sides to him lol.

Anyway, I’m angry now is because, sometimes my friend keep kana being used by others and yet she herself doesn’t realised it, or maybe she does realise it but she thinks that people would help her back when she ask. But think again, you might be willing to share your marks with other people. But when other people did something, will they be willing to share their grades with you? Okay, if you still don’t mind this, then could you imagine that when they got your codes, and improved it on their own, and in the end when we all all graduated together then they might find it easier to find a job, even if they did used your codes to get a job, you think they will tell their supervisors that it’s because they have someone to help them? Dream on.

人不为己，天诛地灭。I realised this saying as time passes by in this course. I think I really hate to grow up =.=. Because as a person progresses nearer and nearer to the society, the problem got more and more serious. I thought Sec 4 was worse enough, but now I’ve seen another kind of bad situation.

I don’t mind sharing codes within the few of us. But does it means to others that we are a easy target to get our codes? I’m not saying our codes are so good or whatever, but still although our codes are not good but we also spent a lot of time doing it. Even if you help people break peanuts shells and giving them the peanuts also got at least $1 to earn. But we did our codes for so many hours straight and got nothing in return? Have you heard of “there’s no free lunch in this world”.

I’m so pissed off now I don’t know what else I could write to ease off my anger.
Anyway, I think a few people are actually cursing me now. I admit, I’m a selfish bitch, I onli help those who I wanna help, other than that, I don’t give a damn.