BEG GO GO GO!!!
It’ll be so much better if Gain could make that super high dolphin sound in live though, but still, it’s a uber nice song.
“I need chiu, I need chiu
I want chiu, I want chiu
I love you, I love you”
and
“Bubble bubble bubble pop,
hoot hoot, ha ha”
should just go to Hell.
Went watching this movie yesterday with LOSErs – 1 again, sigh. Since LOSEr-s – 1 is so common, I might as well just called ourself LEOs instead HAHA. Anyway, this meeting we didn’t even bothered contacting the S, cuz most of the time, like about 95% chance that she won’t be able to make it, it kinda slipped off our minds to call her. We did tried calling her (after we already bought the tix). Surprisingly she’s free, but she’s too tired, so in the end she didn’t come.
THe initial suggestion was to watch the “I Saw the Devil” which is R21 with strong violence in it. Past experience of watching the Frozen(crappy show) tells me that I might regret if I go watch gory movies again. We were then left with the choices of “Tree of Life” and “Contagion”. Truth to be told, both movies didn’t quite interest me at first when I saw them. As I watched “Tree of Life” trailer for the 2nd time, it pricked my interest but in the end Lynnette chose “Contagion” cuz I think the way Oi Oi explained to her about the movie sucks. Trailer for “Contagion” seems not bad too.
The trailer is misleading. Or, it’s not. Cuz it’s really another “What you see is what you get” movie.
5 minutes into the show and the disease is already spreading, which I thought was quite fast paced. The tension was there. I think it’s because the tension was there ALL the time, in the end I just felt quite immune to it. It’s just like those 7pm Taiwan Hokkien drama whereby the music gets louder like every 5 minutes, and something big happen like this guy decided to betray that guy, and then 5 minutes later, that guy decided to betray another guy.
I only know that like around the middle of the movie, I felt quite sleepy. The seat was too comfortable. Oh, we watched it in Cineleisure, I think it might be the first time I watch a movie at lvl 9.. No, wait. I just remembered, I think, I actually watched Frozen there too. I think I was too uptight in that movie to realize how comfy the seat was. Haha.
I think maybe the movie has too many focus, like the camera kept turning from one character to another (cuz in the poster above, there’s like 6 people) and they’re all living different lives, only to have them intertwined in scenes that lasted for only a while.
But the movie is not that bad. I like how it make light touches on issues when diseases spread out. Like how some people sacrificed themselves to save the people, especially those doctors / nurses who will have to stay behind to help those infected, while risking their own lives. And how chaos strike when everybody are aware of this deadly disease. There’s also people who might want to make money out of disasters like this, which is shown by this irritating blogger, who keep insisting this random medicine thingy is the cure (when it isn’t) and trying to make profit out of it.
Then again. it felt kinda like a documentary.
Overally, the movie is not bad, but not the kind that I’d watch a second time (as quoted by Lynnette).
Oh, and Oi Oi, the female doc who died, is the one who acted in Titanic la!
I’d be in the top 5% category to die. Because
If I’m not the first 5% to die, I’d also definitely be in the next 5% because
Don’t mind my previous post too much, you guys know I’m a depressed person, once in a while I will just feel sucky about myself. Seems like I got a few of you guys to be worried about me in the end. So now what I’m telling you is, just forget about. At some parts of my life, I’ll need to write down blog posts like this to note down how I felt at those times.
Anyway, I concluded that it’s because I’m too free / bored, and thus I decided to install my World of Warcraft on this mac com (since it’s really only one of the online games that can be played) and start playing it again. Though having to buy the game time is sucky, but actually the amount only work out to be like the price of 2 Ben & Jerry’s ice cream, I might as well just buy the 30 days game time and then hope that I’ll get a job soon wahaha.
I’ve finally kinda figured out what I really want. Now the problem is how to work for it xD.
Fighting~~!!!
I’m really frigging frigging frigging (x 1,000,000 times) bored at home. I never felt so bored at home slacking. Sigh. I really wish I had a windows com with me. At least then I would be able to get some online game and go back to the good old days of sticking my face to the screen like 16/7 everyday.
I don’t have a windows com, my acer laptop breaking down at the worst timing possible. I can’t do anything with my damn mac, I have never regretted any decision I’ve made this much as buying this stupid com which is not cheap (and let’s not talk about the price at all, because it will make me triple depressed as I am already). The only GOOD thing about having mac is when you’re doing artsy stuffs (which I don’t really know exactly what) or just need to do a lot of typing, like people who are in the mass comm / business courses. Definitely, not people like me. I do all the shits on windows OS, and the only thing that really made me tempted to buy mac is cuz of the xCode (which I really really would rather not to be involved with anymore). I think the 3 months memory that I had in ST as my internship doing apple applications led me to quite like mac applications (because didn’t really do much). Then when I really do this as my career, hate is not the word to describe how I felt.
For the 10 thousandth time in my life (or maybe a little lesser), I’m regretting quitting ST. I kept doing stupid decisions ever since I left my primary school (which is selected by my parents), and then I kept doing nonsense decisions after then. And since my primary school is chosen by my parents, it meant that I never actually made a correct decision in my life.
I went into Presbyterian High. Had 2 fun(consider?) years in my secondary 1 and 2 class. Suffered like as though I was in 18th level of Hell for the next 2, regretting and thinking to my self why the *$&@)$* I actually chose this school.
Picked Digital Entertainment Technology, coming out from the course thinking why did I chose this course because this course gets you to be proficient in C++ programming language AND it’s actually frigging hard to find a job when you only those this few programming languages. What I really wanted is the languages for web programming (then again, I only knew this when I graduated. Sigh).
Hired into ST after my internship ended. Thought that other jobs would be more fun and exciting (and that’s completely utter bullshit), left the company and landed myself into a shit hole.
I’m stuck with this super ugly resume, because I kept joining and leaving companies. A sucky results which can get me nowhere in local universities because I have to get like 3.5 and above GPA to GET into one. Stuck with computer languages that are seriously damn hard to get a job unless I hold a degree. Friends and families are all pre-occupied with their own school and work stuffs and I have like nothing to do and nothing much to talk about with people. Ended up being a trash bin for people’s problems, when I myself already had so much frustrations, and complaining is not getting my anywhere because there’s nothing that can be helped.
Really. If you think your life is like a shit in a hole, buried deep deep, get stomped by a trillion elephants on top and rotting in the depths of the deepest level of Hell. Think twice, I don’t think your life is more fucked up than mine.
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