Nothing is impossible if you have the determination to complete it.
That’s what I think. Or rather, that is what I feel when I’m programming, whenever I am faced with things / bugs I can’t solved, or at stuck at anywhere (which happens 70% of the time), I’ll have to tell myself this like 10 thousand times to make myself feel better.
I’m actually a person of low determination. I changes my mind pretty quickly. So even though I know of the saying above, I can’t really abide by it haha. I only abide by it once every 10 blue moons.
I only know this recently, but I realized I have a low tolerance level of stress. Maybe that’s the reason why I always have to maintain a stress-less mood, cuz I think I get stressed pretty easily.
I’m of the fire sign – Leo. Like every other Leos (or not), my money just disappears from my hand. Hehe, I know is because I spend on too much things.
Anyway, Leo’s are supposed to be people who are warm-hearted, and supposedly should have a lot of friends. I can tell you I only have a few aspects that are like Leo, but mostly are the opposites of what Leo is like.
I can be a extrovert, but most of the time it depends on my mood. I am quite friendly in the past, but because I grew lazy and anti-social, I slowly morphed into an introverted Leo. I only have a few friends, because most of them became my enemies, and we broke off all contacts now. Even when I have to think back to those times, I feel tired. Haha.
From what I have experienced, I can’t really co-exist with another fire-sign, and I normally tends to go well with water signs. Maybe cuz fire signs people are too passionate? Too burdensome? Haha.
I’m quite a straight forward person, so if I really don’t like a person, you can expect me to not show any keen-ness to that person.
I really hate it when people complain to me that they dislike a certain person but behaves 180 degrees differently when they are with that person. I understand that most people would not want to tear the relationship, but what’s the point of telling me then? Sometimes I hate a person because I heard tales about that person, and in the end the person who told the tale to me get along fine with that person and I ended up being enemy with the person. Funny, right?
I’ve kinda given up anyway so it’s fine.
I would be one if I could.
Hikkikomoris are only meant for rich people to become. Simply because money is needed for whatever activities that are possible for hikkikomoris : -
- eating
- bathing
- drinking
- pooping
- bathing
- watching television
- playing computer
Much as I can really survive without anybody to talk to, and solely depend on my computer, I’d still need money for all the basic necessities.
Unless, somebody pays for you while you’re at home hikkikomori-ing away. And, you and I knows that our government is not paying for a useless person.
I honestly think that I’d die if not for my parents. Sigh, I’m just a spoilt brat with no tolerance of stress.
I’m generally a very depressed person, unless I’m having a happy mood. I had a friend who told me before she suddenly found me to be a very “dark” person. I’m more surprised by the fact that she didn’t know it beforehand haha.
Actually, most of the time I just keep myself in a zen mode. Unless I’m particularly stressed up / sad about something else this aspect of me doesn’t come out that often.
The reason why I was more obvious when you guys know me was probably cuz I was really unhappy that time haha (if you guys know what I’m talking about anyway.)
I’m a very disorganized person. Even when I’m writing this, I think the order is not right. Well, I admit I’m disorganized anyway. Haha.
I’m more of a think on impulse person rather than one who do careful planning. Maybe this is what makes my programming path a rather bumpy one haha.
But, I can’t tolerate dirtiness though. I leave my things hanging around, but I don’t leave food around that causes creepy crawlies to come.
That’s about it. I’ll update again when I thought of something to blog about.
18 September 2011
